Panic Stations

So after years of making friends with woman, thinking there is something more, asking them for coffee and
getting turned down I signed up at an NZ based internet dating site 3 weeks ago.

I signed up because when I had my surgery just over a month ago, the night after was very bad, bleeding, pain,
uncomfortable bandages, throwing up, really needing to pee but unable to. In the middle of it a nurse asked
there was anything specific I wanted. I thought for a moment and realised what I really wanted in this earth
was for there to be a woman I loved, for me to know that she loved me back and for her to just put her arms around
me and tell me her version of "there, there, it's going to be all right". Instead of saying that, I asked for a
lozenge because the breathing tube had scraped by vocal cords and I was very sore there too. (I assume it was
the breathing tube, unless they removed the hemmoiroids the long way) 
Over the next week I looked around my entire social life and realised there was no hope there.

My first date in 12 1/2 years is tomorrow night.

Help!

She seems nice but I have doubts about her, and she is also uncertain with me. Our message board posts have
been more serious, but we have both said that can get a lot of things clear and out of the way. We swapped cell
phone numbers and had a fun joking conversation for an hour or so today.

She is a Christian but at an AOG/New Life based  church, I'm an evangelical Anglican and her dad is a liberal
Anglican minister.

Andrew Irwin

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